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I Can’t Erase You

Too many memories I can’t erase
like it haunts me , follows me around
I try shaking it off , but it persists
waking me up at 2AM each day
perhaps I am destined to remember things

as they were for me to suffer

to see the truth as I should
reminding of the castle I built with sand

now covered by a dark mist of dreams
that I should forget.

But perhaps it is love that awakens me
longing for the pain to leave

all I know is , there was once you
who I still love with all my heart
and of the memories that I must forget.
Neither happiness of love will endure
without the test of fire which
only tears can extinguish..

it seems almost a lifetime of sadness
from sleepless nights
to the breaking of the dawn
I only hope that the happiness you found
will always keep your own heart beating
with a longing for a love that truly endures,
for me it will always be a realization
that only wordless verses
can explain and only death will erase.

” Erasing yourself from somebody’s life
is not as simple as walking out the door “

Leave Me ALone

What do I say when it's all over, Beibz.....

I remember it like it was yesterday,
When I told you how much I cared for you,
But now I have moved on to another way.

Don’t say a word, I feel the pain,
My heart is crushed and I am slain.
Leave me alone, please leave me alone,

Leave me now, don’t see me cry,
I don’t want to hear anymore lies.
My tears are falling as you leave,
I can’t believe my heart you cleaved.

I trusted you with all my life,
Now I feel the burden of this strife.
Day and night, I feel the pain,
Killed by memories again and again.

You made that decision on your own.
You decided not to be my spouse.

If you see me, please be quiet,
Don’t say a word, please be silent.
Leave me alone, leave me alone,
My heart is dead, I’m just flesh and bone.

I love the peace, without you, I have found.

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